D for disappointment

I've been thinking, why is it always that when it comes to 22nd, something would just pop up and ruined everything that is planned.
But as I was typing this, it came to me that, hey, it's not just on the 22nd, it's everyday! It's everyday you make me feel like I'm just an option, not your priority. I understand what family means to you. That's the reason why I always put up to those demands they make, how they are being impolite, how they never thought of others and how they think that you have nothing better to do than just waiting for their call and you have to right there, right now for them.
Sometimes I think, am I being selfish or am I asking for to much for wanting to have you all by myself for just one day every month, without having to worry about when your mom will call to pick her up somewhere, when your sister will call you to pick her up from tuition or sending her to tuition *most importantly, without manners and not feeling grateful that you were there for them when you weren't here for me.
Every month you would say that you would make up to me next month, you'll do better and things like that. But did you ever? Have you ever thought of how much disappointment I had took in all these time?
How I wish you knew.

突然的..

7日 8月 2008年
星期四，5.14 am

好无聊。又是睡不着的一夜。
可是 今天有一点不一样。
今晚突然好想打球
可是想了想 这个时候，那个白痴会去打球啊？
难道要一个人打？
想打的话 其实一个人也无所谓啦。
可是会不会危险啊？
天也还没亮。
又要怎么打呢？

我真的无聊到极点！

真希望能回到过去
开心，不开心 都会在篮球场过。
现在 打球的机会少了 以前一起打球的朋友也不再打球了
剩下我一个 好可怜！
=（

Genting ? oooookay ..

Our last minute planning ..

to

Genting ..

6 gal vs 6 guys =)

Boy boy

Hui xin

Stephie

Mk

Shyong shyong

Tony

Joey

May

Alden

Jae

Chung Jing

xwing xwing =)

Special thx to boy boy .. our tour guide >.<

Although he's the youngest among all ..

But I think he's the most caring one of all guys there..

=)

dai sek sai lou !!

Arianz .. I love all of u !!

=)

A special gathering =)

A gathering at Station 1 ~

Ping Chuan

Kah Loon

Hong Chin

Seow Ting

Po Ni

Zengie

A very weird gathering bcoz all of us are not close to each other ..

We came bcoz of my special little brother PC boy =)

He is a very talkative guy ..

Smile alot ..

Very funny ..

Friendly..

Nice ..

I likes him very much ~ As a brother .. as a friend ..

He's so different from others ..

He's here only for 2 years .. Form 1 & 2 ..

However ..

After he changed school, we are still talking to each other like forever ..

We can talk about anything .. Everything ..

Even the day before my PMR science paper, we're still on the phone until 4am ..

Using 'studying together' as an excuse, we talk talk and talk until it's 4am in the morning ..

Ended up studied nothing ..

During the exam ..

My eyes are red ..

Uncomfortable ..

And yet I still feel happy talking to him .. =)

Until the day our results are out ..

The night ..

I got beaten up by my dad ~

The 1st 1 I called is him ..

He talked to me ..

Comfort me ..

And he's so worried and he asked me to move out ..

Like me, he's a straightforward person..

He'll say anything he wants to ..

Maybe that's the reason I likes him that much ..

After all these years of different school, different life ..

We still gather and talk to each other..

xueying is rottening ..

Kuantan. Genting. Port Dickson. Seremban.

After the 1 week trip straight ..
Finally ..
I have to stay at home ..
Rot peacefully ..
Lonely ..
Alone ..
At home ..
Dead ..

Ice-cream ..

I really hope that ice-cream can cheer everyone up like it does to me ..

Eeek ?

Bye bye blood ..
Dun wanna c u again =)

Ah bi ah bi ..
Guai lah .. eat medicine =)
say bye bye to flu oso yah ~

Stress ah stress ..
I wana say bye to u oso ..
=(
Human Communication ..
I wonder who the hell make this ..
Nature of group ?
Wtf is this ?
LOL ..
Group group aje lah ..
Nature of group pulak ..

R.I.P
- Chen Xue Ying -
Born:
- 18th Nov 1989 -
Dead:
- 4th Dec 2007 -
Reborn:
- 5th Dec 2007 -
* only after 12 p.m. *