ARGH ~ My Bad Habit ..

Why does this come back to me ..
My old bad habit ..
It comes back to me .. Or it's always there .. Never gone ?
=(
aww ...
Telling my thoughts thru sms ..
Always happens during late nite when everyone is asleep ..
I cant help it ..
why why why =(

Seriously, I hate my home ~
F.A.M.I.L.Y stands for ?

Father
And
Mother
I
Love
You

My dad is someone who doesnt understands me AT ALL ..
I noe ntg bout him as well ..
We stay in the same roof ..
But I don't feel this phrases in my house ..
"Home Sweet Home"
My home .. Is a unsecure place ..
Why ?
Can you imagine .. Losing your money, camera, even coins in ur own home ?
I do !
Since young .. I'm always losing money which I kept in my home ..
After these years of losing all my saving, I give up ..
Never wanna save money anymore as I learn that the money I saved will be gone as soon ..
Soon .. I start to collect 50cents coins ..
Only until I realise lately, even my 50cents coins are stolen ..
WTF !

I Love my mom ~
She's the best mom ever ~
She's more like a friend than a mom to me ..
She understands me well ..
She trust me !
She noe that i'm doing the rite thing ..

As for my little bro =)
Kah Kah ~
I love you too !
The only thing is that we seldom communicate ..
He never hangs out ..
He faces his computer 24/7 ~
I really wanna talk to him ~ a serious talk ..
Waiting for the day to come ..
My lovely kah~ gd luck in ur SPM yah =)