In The Corners Of My Mind

D for disappointment

2011-09-22T03:22:00.001-07:00

I've been thinking, why is it always that when it comes to 22nd, something would just pop up and ruined everything that is planned.
But as I was typing this, it came to me that, hey, it's not just on the 22nd, it's everyday! It's everyday you make me feel like I'm just an option, not your priority. I understand what family means to you. That's the reason why I always put up to those demands they make, how they are being impolite, how they never thought of others and how they think that you have nothing better to do than just waiting for their call and you have to right there, right now for them.
Sometimes I think, am I being selfish or am I asking for to much for wanting to have you all by myself for just one day every month, without having to worry about when your mom will call to pick her up somewhere, when your sister will call you to pick her up from tuition or sending her to tuition *most importantly, without manners and not feeling grateful that you were there for them when you weren't here for me.
Every month you would say that you would make up to me next month, you'll do better and things like that. But did you ever? Have you ever thought of how much disappointment I had took in all these time?
How I wish you knew.

突然的..

2008-08-06T14:13:00.000-07:00

7日 8月 2008年
星期四，5.14 am

好无聊。又是睡不着的一夜。
可是今天有一点不一样。
今晚突然好想打球
可是想了想这个时候，那个白痴会去打球啊？
难道要一个人打？
想打的话其实一个人也无所谓啦。
可是会不会危险啊？
天也还没亮。
又要怎么打呢？

我真的无聊到极点！

真希望能回到过去
开心，不开心都会在篮球场过。
现在打球的机会少了以前一起打球的朋友也不再打球了
剩下我一个好可怜！
=（

Genting ? oooookay ..

2008-04-18T09:08:00.000-07:00

Our last minute planning ..

Genting ..

6 gal vs 6 guys =)

Boy boy

Hui xin

Stephie

Shyong shyong

Tony

Joey

May

Alden

Jae

Chung Jing

xwing xwing =)

Special thx to boy boy .. our tour guide >.<

Although he's the youngest among all ..

But I think he's the most caring one of all guys there..

dai sek sai lou !!

Arianz .. I love all of u !!

A special gathering =)

2007-12-29T20:12:00.000-08:00

A gathering at Station 1 ~

Ping Chuan

Kah Loon

Hong Chin

Seow Ting

Po Ni

Zengie

A very weird gathering bcoz all of us are not close to each other ..

We came bcoz of my special little brother PC boy =)

He is a very talkative guy ..

Smile alot ..

Very funny ..

Friendly..

Nice ..

I likes him very much ~ As a brother .. as a friend ..

He's so different from others ..

He's here only for 2 years .. Form 1 & 2 ..

However ..

After he changed school, we are still talking to each other like forever ..

We can talk about anything .. Everything ..

Even the day before my PMR science paper, we're still on the phone until 4am ..

Using 'studying together' as an excuse, we talk talk and talk until it's 4am in the morning ..

Ended up studied nothing ..

During the exam ..

My eyes are red ..

Uncomfortable ..

And yet I still feel happy talking to him .. =)

Until the day our results are out ..

The night ..

I got beaten up by my dad ~

The 1st 1 I called is him ..

He talked to me ..

Comfort me ..

And he's so worried and he asked me to move out ..

Like me, he's a straightforward person..

He'll say anything he wants to ..

Maybe that's the reason I likes him that much ..

After all these years of different school, different life ..

We still gather and talk to each other..

xueying is rottening ..

2007-12-17T03:47:00.000-08:00

Kuantan. Genting. Port Dickson. Seremban.

After the 1 week trip straight ..
Finally ..
I have to stay at home ..
Rot peacefully ..
Lonely ..
Alone ..
At home ..
Dead ..

Ice-cream ..

2007-12-16T09:50:00.000-08:00

I really hope that ice-cream can cheer everyone up like it does to me ..

Eeek ?

2007-12-05T08:51:00.000-08:00

Bye bye blood ..
Dun wanna c u again =)

Ah bi ah bi ..
Guai lah .. eat medicine =)
say bye bye to flu oso yah ~

Stress ah stress ..
I wana say bye to u oso ..
=(
Human Communication ..
I wonder who the hell make this ..
Nature of group ?
Wtf is this ?
LOL ..
Group group aje lah ..
Nature of group pulak ..

R.I.P
- Chen Xue Ying -
Born:
- 18th Nov 1989 -
Dead:
- 4th Dec 2007 -
Reborn:
- 5th Dec 2007 -
* only after 12 p.m. *

Ahhhhh .. My Nose !!

2007-12-04T07:23:00.000-08:00

xueying: nose ah nose ..
nose: *blood comes out*
xueying: eh ..
nose: *still bleeding*
xueying: y u keep bleeding ah?
nose: *continue bleeding*

few hours later ..

xueying: oi .. y again ..
nose: * bleeding like nobody's business

It's already the 4th time my nose bleed today ..
Today ah ..
Unlucky day ..
=(
Kena saman ..
Nose bleed like mad ..

What a day ..

Kuantan trip ..
Changed plan again ..
Suppose to go at 15th ..
Out of sudden ..
thx for stupid toto gor gor ..
we hav to change to 8th ..
Busy human..
y ah y ah .. keep changing plans ..

Balls of Fury vs. Enchanted

2007-11-29T05:28:00.001-08:00

What a Wednesday ..

Before & After =)

On the Wednesday before .............
Still friends ..
Connaught pasar malam tgt ..
Midvalley watch Balls of Fury ..
While watching movie ..
I sensed something ..
Give no response ..
Acting like I have no idea on the feel I felt ..

On the other Wednesday ..
Which is yesterday ..
Another movie .. Enchanted ..
This time is different ..
We are more than just friends ..
Couples .. XD
*SS-ing* [ shock sendiri ]

xueying says .. ah bi ah bi
chung jing says .. bi ah bi ah

tony says .. bibi
pennee says.. bubu
tony+pennee says .. bibubibu ..

shyong shyong says .. fishfish

=)

Happy Birthday, My Love =)

2007-11-26T08:49:00.000-08:00

Kah ~ My lovely bro ~

Happy birthday my lovely one ..
U're 17 ..
Grow up boy !
=)
I always like u in a good mood ..
Coz u wouldn't talk when u're not in a mood ..
Pls .. Stay happy as ever so I can make fun of u
AHAHAHAHA ..
JK =)
Another thing is ..
Get ur license soon pls ..
I want u to be my driver back =)
TQ =)
Muackz ...
Love u Kah ~

What about a list of what a girlfriend should do?

2007-11-24T10:21:00.000-08:00

What a BoyFriend Should Do?

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]
When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you
[ hug her tight ]
When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]
When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]
When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]
When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she stilllooks amazing ]
When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]
When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on thecheek. ]
When she's scared
[assure her you're not goin to leaveher ]
When she lays her head on yourshoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold herhand ]
When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]
When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything isokay ]
When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you
[she really does more than you couldunderstand ]
When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make herlaugh ]
When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]
When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]
When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight anddon't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you:
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she'ssick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her orher favorite show even if you think its stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, thefirst thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

2007-11-24T10:04:00.000-08:00

45 things a girl wants but wont ask for...

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.5. Kiss her slowly.
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friendstogether.
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love hermore than you, deny it. Fight backand hug her tight so she can'tget to her friends, it makes herfeel loved.
16. Always hug her and say I love youwhenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around thewaist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to showher you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to hercar- it makes her feel protected,plus it never hurts to act like agentleman.
2 2. Tell her she's your everything -only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is somethingwrong, ask her - if she deniessomething being wrong, it meansSHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT-so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girlsyou know !!
26. Don't lie to HER.
27. DON'T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text messege or call her in themorning and tell her have a goodday at work {or school}, and howmuch you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever sheneeds you, & even when she doesn'tneed you, just be there so she'llknow that she can ALWAYS count on you.
31. Hold her close when she's cold soshe can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her closeand kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK (it willgive her the hint that you want tokiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your armaround her and then she willautomaticall y put her head onyour shoulder, then lean in andtilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
3 5. Dont EVER tell her to leave evenjokingly or act like you're mad. Ifshes upset, comfort her.
36. When people DISS her, stand up forher.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tellher you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and puther head on your chest so she canlisten to the steady beat of yourheart. Link your fingers togetherwhile you whisper to her as sherests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each othergrab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in yourarms as long as possible.MAK E SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her at night to wishher SWEET DREAMS.
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipeaway her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you loveher.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her howmuch u love her and then benddown to her face and kiss herwhile sitting on her.
You'll never know when she needsjust a little bit more love

Saw this at friendster Bulletin Board and find it very true .. =)
Yay ~ Guys .. Pls do so ..
Daddy .. do this to mah mee yah =) .. she'll luv it ..

Funny Feelings ...

2007-11-23T21:54:00.000-08:00

I MISS MY DAD !!

I only know this morning that he went to taiwan ..
He went there with his friends and unfortunately, his friend got caught there ..
After knowing that he is innocent, my dad was let go by the police but still, his friend is being locked up..
He called me telling me that he's alone there now ..
Dunoo what to do ..
I'm worried bout him there ..
And suddenly .. I misses him soooooo much =(
I wish he could be back soon ..
Not staying any longer there with those strangers there ..
Hope he'll be fine ..

=(

Enchanted ..

2007-11-23T05:45:00.000-08:00

Suppose to watch with Chung Jing on his birthday ..
But WHY ? =(
29th of November ..
Ahhhhhhh ..
By then our final will be sooooooo near ..
I wan to watch it NOW ..
Looking forward to it ..
=(
=(
=(
The ring ~
At Poh Kong ..
Awwwwww .. So sweet ..
I wan it I wan it I wan it ..
RM999 ..
Why must it b so expensive ..
I want it soooooooo much ..

Cheer up gal =)

2007-11-23T05:02:00.000-08:00

Havent hav time to blog until today ..

Finally .. All assignments and presentations are done ..

Final exam is jus around the corner ..

On my 18th birthday =)

The gifts I received by now ........

I love all my presents ..

Playboy Shoe
Roses

Lollipops + Choc

K850i

Danson Tang CD

Musical Box

SuperGirl T-Shirt

Bear Keychain

Bear Coin Bank

Monkey Head Noding thingy XD

Birthday card signed by ARIANZ

& ....

Lovely Crystal Pendant

I'm soooooooo happy =)

Special gifts from special people ..

Fish fish ~ Thx for the hyper funny present u show me ..

Also, I never really expect to get an extra present from you =D

At Wong Kok ..

The Giant Cup of Milk Tea =)

Ahahaha ~

I'm a biting rat ..

I bite ppl ..

It's my birthday ..

They can never reject what I asked for ..

A bite !!

Biten Toto & Fish Fish ( Shyong )

You guys are the best ~

Bao Bei ..

Thx alot for what you've done for me ..

I really appreciate it =)

The best day of year 2007 ..

ARGH ~ My Bad Habit ..

2007-11-12T09:55:00.000-08:00

Why does this come back to me ..
My old bad habit ..
It comes back to me .. Or it's always there .. Never gone ?
=(
aww ...
Telling my thoughts thru sms ..
Always happens during late nite when everyone is asleep ..
I cant help it ..
why why why =(

Seriously, I hate my home ~
F.A.M.I.L.Y stands for ?

Father
And
Mother
I
Love
You

My dad is someone who doesnt understands me AT ALL ..
I noe ntg bout him as well ..
We stay in the same roof ..
But I don't feel this phrases in my house ..
"Home Sweet Home"
My home .. Is a unsecure place ..
Why ?
Can you imagine .. Losing your money, camera, even coins in ur own home ?
I do !
Since young .. I'm always losing money which I kept in my home ..
After these years of losing all my saving, I give up ..
Never wanna save money anymore as I learn that the money I saved will be gone as soon ..
Soon .. I start to collect 50cents coins ..
Only until I realise lately, even my 50cents coins are stolen ..
WTF !

I Love my mom ~
She's the best mom ever ~
She's more like a friend than a mom to me ..
She understands me well ..
She trust me !
She noe that i'm doing the rite thing ..

As for my little bro =)
Kah Kah ~
I love you too !
The only thing is that we seldom communicate ..
He never hangs out ..
He faces his computer 24/7 ~
I really wanna talk to him ~ a serious talk ..
Waiting for the day to come ..
My lovely kah~ gd luck in ur SPM yah =)

I'm Back ! [ I hope XD ]

2007-11-10T09:51:00.000-08:00

Mah Mee marah y lazy ? din blog ..
awww ..

Haven't been bloggin since ...... I forgot when ~
"Hectic" is the new word i learnt from daddy ( Edward )
I'm such a loser when comes to vocabulary ~
Not to mention .. Even grammars ..
Ashame of myself actually ..

Hectic moments .. please go away ..
I hate Marketing .. I hate Cts .. I lagi hate Human Com ~
Who the hell make us study these subjects ..
For the next sem .. I hope statistic will be a better subject for us to attend ..

Arianz Arianz ~
I felt we are not as UNITE as before ...
Everyone is facing a busy life and wouldn't give a damn on others anymore or what ?
I really miss those days ..

I wonder ~
Me, Wy Lyn ( mah mee ) & Kwan Zheng ( boy boy )
US ~
Dressing up in formal ~
Acting like CEO ..
Presenting our Strategies to getting rid of those film people never give a damn care of anymore ..
3 never grown up fella ~
CEO ? Can u imagine ?
Will be funny ~
I hope we can snap a picture of us .. 3 CEOs .. =)
For only this 1 lucky day ..

Enchanted !~ I wan that ring ! ~
CLEO .. u evil magazine ..
WHY ?
Showing this pretty ring on this lovely month ~
november ..
I love november ~

Can't believe that my birthday is sooooooooo near =)

I'll soon be legally 18 ~
Clubbin ? Not a problem anymore ..
XD
Anyway .. I'm not a clubbin kind of person ..
Don't Matter -.-"

I wish to have a special 18th birthday ..
Can I ?
=(

Bought daddy's present ..
Idea for jie's present ..
All done ..
except for Chung Jing ..
Squeezing my brain juice .. figuring out what can I get for this fella ~
My special 1 =)

Mah Mee ..
I shud stop here .. You may read nw =)

My Special You =)

2007-10-23T11:19:00.000-07:00

I cant believe !!
Atfer 11 years ...
We met !
Same college !
Aww .. U can still recognize me ..
But you've changed alot !
I cant recognize u =(
Before u arrive .. I'm sooooooo nervous ..
Thx to my mom ~
If she wasn't here, i wouldnt hav met u ~

Heard that u'll b leaving soon to Australia =(
I'll miss you !

Glad that u sms me last nite =)

Puppy love !
My 1st =)

It's like a DREAM .. I dun wana wake up yet ! =D

You Are WORTHLESS !

2007-10-21T12:19:00.000-07:00

I'm not talking about myself, OBVIOUSLY !
Just some bitches ~
Yea .. those who nv noe when to SHUT UP ..

Whatever ..
What kind of rotten apple ?
Liar .. Big fat liar ..
Whatever isit ~
I dun fuck care bout a rotten apple ..
Just an apple .. so what ?
there're lots of fruits out there ..
YOU ARE SIMPLY JUST A ROTTEN 1 ..
who wans rotten fruit ?

Get lost pls ~

My friendster acc deserve better friends .. Not YOU !
And those bitchy friends u hav ..
Pls ask them to SHUT their big fat mouth ..
Tq for ur co-operation =)

xueyingisfreefromrottenfruits =)

2007-10-15T10:04:00.000-07:00

I wanna be that girl you point at and say "that's her" =)

Dead sausage ~

2007-10-15T09:45:00.000-07:00

Four of us ~ MK, Chung Jing, Tony & Me
Beaten by a sausage ~
Ming Tien , Taiwan Sausage ..
The first time in my life .. i taste such spicy food ..
This is crazy !
1 sausage kill four of us ~
LOL ...
4 of us .. sharing 1 pathetic hyper spicy sausage ..
Each person take 1 bite ..
And just in few seconds ..
All four of us .. DEAD ..
Tears all squeezing out ..
Grabbing drinks from each other ..
Burning lips ..
Laughing at each other ..

I like the way we spend our time together =)

B4 that .. we were still eating all kinds of food happily .. Steamboat ..
Filling our stomach with all kind of things you can tell ..
The next minute we announce "we surrender" ~

XD

A fun day but sze shyong wasn't there ..

Until today ..
Something fun happened =)

We planned .. XD

Shyong shyong is back at 6.40 today ..
We go over to ali maju .. He's waiting for us there ..
Then ..
We went to Ming Tien AGAIN =)
Just because of Shyong shyong .. =X
We want him to try the sausage we ate last nite ..
So .. we trapped him ! And ..
Proud to say .. We succeed =D

Tony and Pen Nee shared blackpepper sausage ..
MK, Chung Jing & Me have honey sausage each ..
And our lovely shyong shyong ..
He said he want a spicy 1 ..
and .. he falled in our trapped ..
=)
He's d 1 who asked for a spicy 1 himself ..
but he nv noe what we ordered for him wud b that spicy =)
He's sooooooooooo dead ..

He only take 1 bite ..
KABOOM !!!!
Tears came out ..
Lips burning red ..
He experienced what we experienced yesterday ..
We laugh our heads off ~ XD

Pasar Malam at SS2 ~
Fun to have u guys =)
Kei Tak Sek ~
Chung Jing .. My Mango Lolo is so much tastier than your Kiwi =)

Great day with all 5 of them =)

Girlfriend

2007-10-10T10:43:00.000-07:00

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
You know it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

You’re so fine
I want you mine
You’re so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You’re so addictive
Don’t you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious
And Hell Yeah
I’m the motherfucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right

She’s like so whatever
And you could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
You know it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don’t want to hear you say her name ever again(And again and again and again!)

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
You know it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
In a second you’ll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There’s no other
So when's it gonna sink in?
She’s so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?!

I wish I could sing this out .. LOL

What You Expect From a Liar?

2007-10-10T10:21:00.000-07:00

Why am I still thinking of a liar?
That human who lied to me ..
Why am I still helping him?
Why do I still care ?
Can't I just get him out of my mind .. my life .. ?

I really wish ..
I wish I wun have to see him anymore ..
So my life never will be incomplete without him ..
All I need is Arianz .. and Gary of course !

That Gary human .. Still remain d same ..
reporting each and every detail of his life to me ..
=)
I love Gary .. Always my best friend =D

Stress !

2007-10-09T07:40:00.000-07:00

Only chocolate can help ..
Why =(
Everything's coming up ..
Midterm exams ..
Moral final exam ..
Assignments ..
Presentation ..
And ....
Fund raising activity .. known as " extra activities for ENG class "
Yea rite ..
TQ so much mrs chua !
but to me .. the so-called extra activitiy is "extra nonsense " to me ..
I hate it !
Kena bomb lots of time d ..
We'll start tmr ..
Satisfied ?!

Anyway ..
Still hope that .. Everything will b OKAY ~ =)

Class rep .. sux =) i sux =)

Halloween night !
Yay ~ Everyone pls join =)

Moving Out ? My answer is .. YES !

2007-10-09T07:29:00.000-07:00

Yes ! Yes ! Yes !
Finally ~ ...
My dad allows me to move out ..
He said no at 1st ~
After some talk .. He's okay with it !
But I must be home at least 1 day every week =)
Deal !
Anyhow .. I'll be home every friday night ..
Why?
All because of my lovely Gary =D
My best buddy ~
We play basketball every saturday morning ..
That's why =D

My lovely housemate will be ..................

d 4 lovely humans ~

LOL ~

Moving Out ?

2007-10-04T09:01:00.000-07:00

I wana move out ~
To hostel ~ To anywhere near college ..
I'm bored of driving to school everyday ..
Traffic jams .. Cars .. Accidents ...
Everything is driving me crazy !
I really hope dad allow me to do so ~ To move out ..
2nd sem .. Alot of assignments .. Presentations .. Homeworks ..
So little time .. So much to do ..
1st time in my life .. I hope that I have 36 hours a day ..
To get my things done ..
To have more time to sleep ..
What is life?
Complete every task given in college ?
Cleaning house everyday ?
Eat ? Sleep ? Drink ? Play ?
To me .. Life is meaningless if Arianz doesnt exist !
I love u guyz .. Arianz .. The best !

How to convince my dad ?
A person I hardly talk to ..
No good conversation between us ...
Family ?
Nope .. I dont think so ~
I love my mom ~
Only Mom & Bro =)
I love them ..
My dad .. Sometimes .. i guess ..
When he's not scolding me ..
=D

Tmr ... Argh ....
Cts quiz ~
I'm so gonna screw it !
I'm too sleepy to study ..
Why am i bloggin here then ?
I ask myself ..
Haha ~ Of cos .. No answer ..
=)

Aww !! He smile to me today =)
Lucky day ~
His textbook !! With me with me ~ Muahahahha ..
I'm just so lucky =)

My Life Turned Upside Down ~

2007-10-01T09:14:00.001-07:00

What happens to my life?
Sleeps at 8pm and wake at 11.45pm ~
Then ?
Stays up all nite ..
And the next day when i'm driving to school ..
My eyes can hardly open ..
Skipping Marketing class ~
I used to think that marketing is fun ..
bcoz someone's there on the very 1st day of our class ~
On the 2nd day ~
Yea ... i changed my mind !
Marketing is BORING !
I've been skipping class 3 times !
And I have no idea what's going on in the class now =)
Dun wana noe either =x
I hope i can quit marketing =(

Human com ! Who's idea was this ?
Human com for 2nd sem ! ..
Bad idea ...
The presentation freaks me out !~
Group work .. Ntg at all .. Draft .. Idea .. BLANK !

I live in my own world =)

Failed =)

2007-10-01T03:21:00.001-07:00

My lovely human comm presentation ~
Special thx to MK and Alden for helping me in that Pen thingy =)
Both of u are great !
Yea ~ I've been lazy all this while ..
Lazy Bum I am =x
Not preparing for the presentation until last minute ..
Toto gor gor =) Thx for ur idea oso ~
Alarm Pen ! Haha ..
But still .. i screw the whole thing up ~
I forget the INTRODUCTION !
Important part =(

Anyway .. It's over ..
U guys .. presenting tomorrow ..
Do ur best =)

Liar Liar Pants On Fire ~

2007-09-30T10:23:00.001-07:00

Who's the 1 lying?
It's YOU !
Why do you have to lie ?
Why cant you just tell me that you already have a lovely gf back in Penang ?
Until yesterday .. I still trust you that you are single ..
You said that you liked no 1 ..
And now .. Today ~ I get to know that you are in a relationship ~
What The F ~
Okay .. That WTF thing came in my mind ..
Ntg better but another WTH !

Anyway ~ i felt better ..
TQ Cyan =)
Luv ya so much ..
Kekez ~
And Wy Lyn ...
Both of you .. My bessie !

And to the 1 who lied ~
TQ for lying =)

Everything is Clear now ~

2007-09-29T11:29:00.000-07:00

I'm okay ~
I'm okay ~
I'm okay ~
I'm okay ~
I'm okay ~

After saying 5 times I'm okay ~
I realised that i'm just lying to myself ~
I noe i'm sad ..
I didnt cry .. I stop tears from coming down ..

Y?

Bcoz ..
He comes back on9 ~
I really wanna make things clear ~
Sooo .. I talked to him ..

Good to noe .. Everything will b alright between me n him ~

I'm not crying ..
Just .. Sad ..
I hope i can b fine soon ~

Anyway ..
TQ Adam =)

I'm Trying ~

2007-09-29T10:49:00.000-07:00

Cyan: do not waste time on those ppl who wont waste time on u

TQ cyan ~
i'm trying ..
i noe .. i shudnt waste time this human ~

i'm learning to let go ~
but .. i need time ..
i'll b ok .. very soon .. dun worry ~

rotten apple .. yea .. rotten ~

i feel alright ~
all i wana noe is .. am i a fren of his ?

or juz another stranger ?

desperate for bf ..
i am not ..
i juz like someone ..
wt's d problem liking someone ..
u dun need a reason to like someone ..
wt attracts me ? its him !
i cant explain y ..
but my feel tells tat .. its him ~

not worth .. is wt u guyz wud tell me ..

thx for advising ..
n oso .. i noe .. u guyz care for me ..
tq ! i appreciate wt u guyz did =)

i like him ..
but ..
i love you guys !
remember wt v learnt in human comm class ?
d sentence after BUT is d important 1 =)

i promise .. i'll try my very best ..
to do wt i shud do ..
to let go ..
to forget ..
to take him juz as a normal fren =)
but 1st ... he must treat me as a normal fren 1st ~

Times when we're together =(

2007-09-28T23:02:00.000-07:00

Arianz ~

I miss u guys ~

Those times when we're always together ~
25 of us ~ Havin lunch together ~

Today ~ after LAN replacement class ..
only 5 of us went for lunch together ~
Kwan Zheng, Me, Chuan Ling, Edward and See Yan ~
Jalan Ipoh Yong Tau Fu ~ nt bad =)
At least we enjoy =)
We felt so much better compared to the dinner at chili's ~
Reasonable price and yea , we feel satisfied =)
Although its abit warm there ~ N obviously, we were all sweating ~
But still ... we feel d joy of eating yong tau fu together =)

Others?

L.O.S.T

Lan Class today ~
Time passes slow ~
Why?
I duno why ~
He's not there ~
He'll b there for every replacement class .. but why not today?
=(

Arianz Party =)

2007-09-28T11:08:00.000-07:00

Another trip to library?
Nah ~ =p
Planned to 'visit' d national library to get our resources for english assignments ~
Failed !!
We end up hanging around at sg wang & times square ~
anyway, I managed to get some info in borders ~ =)
Somehow, the library trip is cancelled =D

My mom's birthday is around the corner ..
3rd of October ~
I bought her a bag she luv ~
It cost me 159 bucks ~
Kill me pls ~
My purse is once again empty !
So sad !
Anyway ~ .. its okay if i can c my mom's happy face when she sees the bag =)

Toto gor gor ~
tq tq ~ my laptop !
u fixed it in 1 min ~
okay ~ u r the pro ~
proud ? =)

aww ~
We're suppose to gather at Daryll's house today ~

our party ! ~ BBQ =)

sadly, only 11 of us attended ~

Daryll, Mei-Fern, Christine, Andrea, Chuan Ling, Mun Kuan, Tony, Chung Jing, Jae, Maleeh, & Me ~

=( adrian couldn't attend bcz his parents dun allow him tgo ~

=( alden ~ he went to ipoh to attend his cousin's wedding ~

We played with candles =)

Pictures ?

A Love Shape =)

A for ? A.P.P.L.E

Melted Candles ~ Still "A" =)

Can you read this ? ~ Arianz ~

Marshmallows ! ~ It's Awesome !

i dun understand y guyz dun like marshmallows ~

why ?

adrian hates marshmallows ~

who else ?

most of the guyz ~

adam is included of cz ~

simply send him a msg n ask ~ do you like marshmallow ?

he answered no ~

haha ~

guyz ~

wt's wrong with marshmallows ?

a girl food ? =)

after d party ~

mk jae maleeh chung jing tony n me went to mamak ~

Original Kayu =)

We see alot of "leng jai" there ~

Leng jai ?

Not handsome guys ~

but .. handsome cars =)

I love cars ~

What's wrong wid a gurl who loves cars anyway ?

I'm still a gurl rite ?

Chung Jing ~ thx for answering what i wana noe =)

u're juz a great fren ~

everytime when i'm sad .. u'll b there for me =)

so glad to noe u =)

Toto gor gor ~ now oni i noe ~ ur face get red so easily =D

after sending toto gor gor n chung jing home, I speed all d way from subang back to my home ..

140 ?

Sad ~ couldnt go faster ... Bcoz i couldnt recognize where the hell am i !

Been a long time since i last speeding ~

2 Months ? I guess ~

I only speed when i'm moody ~

My lovely frens ~ I guess u guys noe y i'm not okay ~

dun worry ~ i'll b okay real soon~

Nv let a rotten apple affect me ~

Its rotten .. y care ? rite ? =)

Okay ~ i noe those words can only use to cheer myself up for NOW ~

=(

D moment i c rotten apple .. my mood swing turns back up ~

Christine ~

thx alot ~

i appreciate d talk v had =)

Came home ~
Happy to c that wy lyn is on9 ~
Wanted to talk to her so much ~ my mummy ~
=)

I love you guys ~
Best !!
Arianz ~ ~ ~ Muackz =)

Good Manners Vs Bad Manners

2007-09-26T07:56:00.000-07:00

Moral Assignment !! ~

This is what i've done so far =)

Examples of good manners:

- saying please and thank you
- asking for things politely
- responding to others when they talk to you
- greeting someone when seeing them
- not taking things from others without asking first
- chewing with your mouth closed
- wave to others as they passed
- saying hello and goodbye
- show respect

Examples of bad manners:

- disrespect
- saying mean words to others

LOL ~
hope this can help mummy =)

When i read thru the examples of good manners i've stated, i find that someone in my class who nv wave, nv say hi, n oso, nv greet others when c-ing them =)
Bad ?
That's what Arianz call rotten apple =)

Group Cs ~
V hav to start work tmr =)
Do our banners !!
Work hard to make more profits !!
We will b the champion =)

So Sweet !!~

2007-09-26T06:06:00.000-07:00

Boy Boy's personal text MSN =)

"Thank you mummy n jie jie for the McD"

Glad to see that =)

Our lovely 1 ~
Mummy's boy
My Lil Bro

- Kwan Zheng -

Wy Lyn, We Love You ! Happy Birthday ~

2007-09-26T05:47:00.000-07:00

Back to yesterday ~

Jie [ stephie ] brought d 18 red eggs for mummy ~
We planned to make wy lyn feel disappointed =)
srry mummy =p
1st thing in d morning ~
Jie n mummy waited for me at the main foyer =)
The next thing i do is to giv mummy a lovely glass bottle with a note inside ..
" mummy, srry ya ~ v didnt buy u anything .. soooo this is personally from me =) "
owh ~~~ disappointed =)

- CTS class -
class ends ~
me n jie handed d 18 eggs to mummy n gave 1 to miss chris =)
i hope she's happy with it ..

Okay ~
our marketing class ...
guess wt ?
v skipped classes AGAIN ~
gd students =)

We sing "Happy birthday" song to our lovely wy lyn after eng class =)
sweet ?
Next ~ Starbucks !~ ouhh~ my favourite ..
but .. i'm d onli 1 who bought a drink there ..
sad rite ? =(

Secret Recipe to choose wy lyn's cake =)
Chocolate Banana =D

" Wy Lyn, wE lOVE yOU ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY =D "

Chili's =)
Shared food with jie jie ^^
I embarassed myself in the public =(
I dropped the chair twice !!!
Y ?
Bcoz I am stupid ~
Daddy n mummy's genes =)
[ Edward ] n [ Wy Lyn ]

Before we go home ~
We ask wy lyn to come to the carpark =)
We took her file ~
Part of our plan =D
Finally ~ We gave her d lovely present ..
An accessories hanger * modified by alden *
Mummy hugged me n jie jie =)
Must b happy huh ?
hehe ~ our plan ~ successful ?

2007-09-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!~

i'm d 1st 1 to greet wy lyn happy birthday ~
kao fu ~~ i won ^^
=)
smart lau shu !!~ =D
called mummy at 11.58 ~
talk for 2 min ..
n den when time reach 12 ~ i said happy birthday !!
yay yay ~

mummy ~ i luv ya ~
all d best ~
make a wish make a wish ~ =D

2007-09-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

Pictures Taken During Human Communication Class =D

2007-09-24T05:27:00.000-07:00

I am an idiot !!
Okay ~ i admit i'm one ..
WHY ?
Bcoz ~ i'm stupid enuf to set my alarm time wrongly ..
the time set was 6.30 .. its correct .. d thing which is wrong is the date ..
how stupid .. i set it for tmr's 6.30 ..
So ~ I reach school at 9.30 !! Thank god i'm nt late to class ^^

Another boring day ~
Me, Wy lyn n kwan zheng .. my lovely family members skipped our marketing class ..
Both me n wy lyn couldnt sleep last nite .. so ~ v decided to skip this pathetic class since attendance can b taken by boon chin =) thx boon chin
We're still good students .. =)

Ming zai ar ~ that funny guy in my eng class ~
came in class 17 min late ..
I sms him n he say luckily i wake him up ..
He's sleeping at DSA ..
Clever boy ! Makan lagi lar ~
Haha ~

Owh ~~ got d pictures from andrea at last ~
thx alot ya andrea darling !
luv u sooo much ~ haha =D
Remember to charge ur phone ya ~

Tmr is my lovely mummy, wy lyn's birthday ..
Duno ming zai, adam n Kok Leong gonna join us anot ~
most probably not ~
That pathetic Adam ~ antisocial guy ~
Malas nak layan !

Gary is back from Japan !
Yay ~ i'm so happy ..
hear from him at last ..
gd to know tat he still cares bout me ~ =)
Best fren !
Havin a gf wouldnt affect our frenship rite ? hope so ~ .. =D
Bought something for me from japan .. cant wait to noe wt's tat ~
i guess must b something related to apple =.="
My sixth sense says so ~

Y ar .. gt so much to write today ~ =)

2007-09-23T12:10:00.000-07:00

My very 1st blog ~
I'm a total idiot in blogging .. A noob? I call myself that in this case ..
My lovely mummy ( wy lyn ) says she'll help me improve my bloggin skills ..
How sweet to hav a lovely mummy like her ~

The 1st day i start blogging, y blog?
Got ntg better to do i guess ..
haha ~

My very own laptop !!
my dad bought 1 for me at last ..
although its nt d 1 i wan .. but still, i'll appreciate it !!
Acer Aspire 4520 ?
haha .. toto gor gor say acer is rubbish ~